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95.1
[i]
First Point
Saint
Genevieve was so filled and endowed with grace that she consecrated
herself to God from her tenderest years with the advice of Saint Germanus,
Bishop of Auxerre, who approved her plan to make a vow of virginity, which
she did later in the presence of the Bishop of Chartres. Then she devoted
herself entirely to works of piety and especially to prayer, so that her
entire life was almost one continual prayer. She prepared to celebrate
Sunday well by spending the entire previous night in the exercise of
prayer, and by stirring up in herself an
extraordinary fervor, which she tried to maintain throughout this
day and on all the feast days.
Such is the practice of the
saints, which is to avoid conversations with people and to love conversing
with God. Do you feel
yourself inclined to this practice? It is your duty to apply yourself
assiduously and affectionately to prayer in order to draw down on yourself
a great number of graces which you need in your state, both for your own
sanctification and for the sanctification of others.
Be assured that the more
you devote yourself to prayer, the more you will also do well in your
work. For, since you are not of yourself able to do anything well for the
salvation of souls, you should often turn to God to obtain from him what
your profession obliges you to give to others. For it is God, says Saint
James, who is the Father of lights and it is from him
that every perfect gift comes down.
[ii]
This includes everything that is given and is needed to procure our
salvation. Earnestly beg of God this spirit of prayer.
95.2
Second Point
Prayer
has little efficacy if it is not strengthened by mortification. Saint
Genevieve joined the one to the other, which is why she readily obtained
from God what she asked of him. As a rule she took food only twice a week,
never ate meat, and often spent entire nights in prayer. Her austerities
were so great that it seemed that she no longer had a body, so much did
she neglect it.
We cannot strengthen
ourselves in piety except insofar as we mortify ourselves. As our senses
constantly incline us to seek their pleasures, we cannot live according to
the spirit of Christianity unless we hold them in check and even oppose
their inclinations.
For, according to Saint
Paul, the desires of the flesh are contrary to those of the spirit;
they are opposed to one another.
[iii]
This is why we often do not do the things we would want to do. Since we
should live by the spirit, says the same Apostle, we must also be
led by the spirit,4
not by our senses.
Is this your concern and
preoccupation? Do you take the means to be masters of your senses? If you
give in to them, it will be quite difficult for you to control them later.
Therefore, watch over them constantly, because no one can be sensual and
Christian at the same time.
95.3
Third Point
The
reward Saint Genevieve received in this life for all her great deeds and
her exercises of piety was long and frequent illnesses, considerable
suffering, and persecution throughout her whole life; to these were also
added some altogether extraordinary calumnies. After the example of Saint
Paul, she responded only with acts of thanksgiving and prayers to God
for those who persecuted and calumniated her,
[iv]
because she knew that this is the reward God gives to his saints in this
life, as Jesus Christ testifies in the holy Gospel, saying that this
should make them happier
[v]
than the possession of all imaginable treasures. This, too, is what
consoles God's servants, because they find in these states a conformity
with Jesus Christ and his saints.
To be treated this way is
all we should expect in this world after spending our life for God. This
is what will help us find and possess God and his holy peace within us,
just as the saint whose feast we are celebrating possessed him in the
midst of all her trials.
Often testify to God that
it will be a pleasure for you to suffer all the troubles he will want to
send you. Do not complain in the least of what people may say or do
against you. Show by your silence and patience that you are content and
that you accept all willingly for the love of God. In fact, one of the
best means for acquiring and preserving this divine love is to suffer much
and to suffer with joy.
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Genevieve
(ca 420 - ca 512) was born at Nanterre, a village close to Paris, and at
an early age consecrated herself to virginity with the approval of Saint
Marcellinus, Bishop of Paris (meditation for November 3).
For a while she was a center of controversy because of the miracles
and predictions attributed to her, but she later became a patron of Paris
through the friendship of Saint Germanus, Bishop of Auxerre, and her
success through prayer in protecting the city from the invasion of the
Franks under Childeric, and the Huns under Attila.
Later when Clovis was beseiging the city, she led a convoy of boats
bringing food to the city. After
Clovis became a Christian, he and his wife, Saint Clotilda, showed great
respect for Genevieve. She
was buried in the church of Saints Peter and Paul which Clovis had built,
but her remains were destroyed by fire during the French Revolution in
1793.
[i]
The 1882 edition of the meditations, the numbering of which has become
standard, included a meditation on the Holy Infant Jesus, put together
from excerpts from De La Salle's Explication
de la Méthode d'Oraison;
that was number 94, and is not included here because it was not part
of the original edition from which this translation has been made.
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